Alright, no more pussy footing around! I am going to do video reviews this Fall! I am just in the mood right now to do it. I am tired of worrying what people will think about my videos. I have been worrying for a long time on whether people would not like my opinions. Also, I worried about my being good enough to do it. I am just tired of being in the endless vortex of sadness and depression.
I am in college right now, and I thought I had everything figured out. I thought that I had my entire life mapped out. I thought I could plan for everything! However, life just do NOT work that way. I want to be a veterinarian, but I love cinema, animation, comics, anime, Dr. Who, W.i.t.c.h., cooking, drawing, and many other thing. It's so hard trying to find a balance!
I want to be able to do whatever it is that I love! I am just tired of having any confidence in myself. The only thing that has held me back from making videos is myself. It's the fear of what other people will think! Whenever I am even attempting to make a review, so many thoughts appear in my head. "My voice sounds stupid!" "My hair is messed up." "Oh, my eyes are weird." "That statement won't make any sense." "Will people find that joke funny?"
I am so tired of worrying about every single freaking detail. I need to just do this! This is something that I love, and I don't want to have any regrets. I know that I can do this! I have to do these reviews for me. I have so many thoughts on film, and I want to share them in a very entertaining way. I have to start doing these reviews and other things in my life for me!
I hope you all like this drawing of Ariel that I did. It took a while, but I managed to get it done. I think that I did a pretty decent job on it. It's posted on my DeviantArt.
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